STRESS.

I don't even know if it's regular stress, the fact I'm actually doing something, if I'm exciting about Christmas or if there genuinely aren't enough hours in the day.
My diary for this week is very full, and I'm overwhelmed by the fact that it's past 11 o'clock already.

I had to pay £36 for my final prints today, I printed 18 images but only 11 were finals, the rest were mistakes, it's so mean that I can't get let off, especially when at least two of the prints were the wrong colour down to the printer not my bad Photoshopping. So, so unfair.

I think I'm just tired and it will probably look better tomorrow, but I'm feeling so stressed out about the fact that there are only two and a bit weeks left of term, and this is despite the fact that I'm actually on the cusp of finishing. I just don't know about research and I'm over-worried about my dissertation. At least this stressed bout is bringing on some 'get up and go'. This doesn't even make any sense and I need to go to bed now anyway.

Tumblie.

This cheesecake has been making its way around Tumblr, but I some how came across the recipe, and that's what I spent the latter half of this afternoon making. I made my own version of the recipe, because the one I found was huge (with it being American, obviously).

© Ruth Johnston 2010.

My work and I aren't really getting on since Tumblr is so easy to spend hours on now and I think my brain is like "hey, you wrote over 1000 words the other day", that's stopping tomorrow. I'm back on it, I'm bored of Tumblr now anyway, eventually you just end up with skanks posting Photobooth pictures of them in their underwear - a contributing factor to why I don't have my own Tumblr - it's that and the constant recycling and overload of images.

I think I'm going to watch Misfits in bed and sort out my clean laundry, is there any point in doing any more of anything else?
I actually really liked Misfits, I just forgot to watch after the first episode, but now there's hype for the second season, so I have to prepare myself.
Robert Sheehan ♥ (I know, just like everyone, right?)

Oh yes, I rearranged my room because we've been having some terrible weather lately and the windows were getting all condensationy and I was paranoid it would make my pillow mouldy, which couldn't be good for me, so it had to change.
I think it's slightly cosier this way, plus I can really spy on people. :)

Cross.

Fairly sure that my face isn't usually like this;

Thanks for the memories.

I've just activated my old Flickr to help me out with this 30-day challenge thing, as well as some other things I was thinking about looking over. I've been meaning to do it for a while and I can't believe how different I am now. Maybe I don't have much of a right to be surprised as some of the older images are over four years old. There are some photographs that show the developings of the kind of photographer I am today, but the titles are nowhere near any kind of reflection. I've also been reading through my old old blog on Myspace, right back to when I was still with Wiggy up until when I got together with Moon, oh my God, I don't even fancy really going into it.















This is really scary, I might actually be a real grown up soon...
I guess everyone is entitled to be a loser as a teenager, I think I'm going to stop thinking about it for a bit. I'm 21 in a month and three days.